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Welcome to the First Church of Hipocrisy, Blasphemy, and Self-Righteousness. This "church" which consists entirely of me and me alone is one that says basically this: All people are, by their very nature, generally okay people to a small number of people (max 150). Outside of that group, they are apathetic at best, assholes (or worse) at worst. All humans have some degree of sociopathic patterns, whether they like this fact or not. Everyone is also a moron, myself included; no exceptions. Humans are a species of weak, pathetic, hypocritical idiots who can't really have a meaningful society beyond 150 people but keep trying anyway. People are civil to those outside the monkeysphere for purely selfish reasons; manipulation of others gets shit done.

Because of this monkeysphere, it is not possible to love everyone. Nor to like everyone. It is physically impossible for our brains to register much more than 150 people as being people; the rest are just objects. This is called the monkeysphere. The best we can hope for in relationships with people outside our monkeysphere is to civility. And the First Church of Hipocrisy, Blasphemy, and Self-Righteousness says "Be civil to the people outside your monkeysphere, because it's safest. But if they don't reciprocate, feel free to rip them a new one if you think you can." Humanity's true values are selfishness, survival, and desire. We, like other Satanists, embrace those values, but stress that being civil as long as it's useful. Everyone manipulates everyone else, why not embrace that fact?

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Hi, I'm Alexander Antonin. I am very much a skeptic, but I do have spiritual beliefs. This is because I am an open-minded skeptic. I believe that reality is largely subjective but we're sharing common "dreams." We are all part of God, and God made everything. God is still making everything. I see no contradictions between believing in God and believing in science. Just because the idiot fundamentalists are a bunch of overgrown toddlers when it comes to their view of reality and God doesn't mean all scientists (or scientists-at-heart) have to be atheists. And I get very annoyed with anti-theists - people who are as completely, dogmatically against even the idea of any kind of God as Jerry Fallwell was dogmatically FOR his twisted conception of God.

My current theory about God: God is neither male nor female. God has no gender at all. It has no form, either; at least, no form apart from all of existence. For God is everything in existence. It has a personality, but it does not have a *human* personality. And its personality is unique from ours. Also, God is not jealous. Why would It be? It has no reason to be. No matter what being you worship, they all go to the same Source. And given that God gives us all free will to do as we choose, God has no opinions or "Laws"

I can be a rather grumpy person at times. I get annoyed easily by stupidity, and angry at rudeness, thoughtlessness, thinking you're better than other individuals (see link above), and anything resembling bullying. I get especially frustrated by humanity and all the stupidity in it. (Again, see above link.) Though lately I've been learning better at when to hold my tongue, so to speak, and how to word things appropriately. I'm trying to get rid of all this anger stuff.

A lot of this journal has been me ranting about the things that piss me off. Other parts will be about science news and my own theories about things. I may still rant from time to time. I'm working on my anger, but it's going to be hard, most likely. So consider that carefully before deciding whether or not to read this journal. You may agree with what I say, or you may not. If you do, that's fine. If you don't, that's fine too. But if you disagree with me, please be polite and use some logic and common sense when you reply to me, because my temper gets volatile where it comes to perceived bullying or flaming. I have a greater tendency to come off looking like an unstable asshole when my temper is going, and I don't like that at all.

Thanks for your time. If you like me, good. If you don't like me, then please shut up go away.

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